And here I am again, after a little bit more than one month of "silence", but that doesn't really matter, does it?
So, where shall I start?
Yep, I guess this was the anthem of the past month.
It hasn't been an easy month, I must say, not at all. I had few problems with my host-sister, which consisted in her not talking/looking at me, it happened more than once that I said or asked something to her and she just turned as if nothing happened. But things are getting better now, or at least that's how it seems, she alpologysed and, though I don't still truly understand why she behaved like that, I truly believe that we could one day have a good and healthy relationship.
Nevertheless, I definitively broke up with my boyfriend. That shouldn't upset me that much as I am the one who decided everything despite him crying and begging for a change of mind, which obviously didn't come, nor will, still, I feel like I've done one of the most unfortunate decisions of my life.
The question now is: what does this all have to do with my so-called anthem?
It's all about the attitude I decided to face these problems: just lough on them, remember you are only 17 (though I would like to remind you all that I'm turning 18 pretty soon- YAY!) and that whatever happens, you are not going to screw up your entire existence right now.
But I must admit that probably I wouldn't be so positive if it wasn't for those people that where there to help me when I needed, and that still are whenever a problem occurs. Thank you guys.
